Category Archives: Death

The Newspaper

  space Already exhausted by mid-week, weary from overwork trying to shore up another failing attempt to find one paying niche in a dying industry, I slept hard and was taken deep into the sidhe of this dream: I was … Continue reading

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Rain

space Our town has seen little rain all year. Brushfires hang their smoky rags in the air for all to breathe with lungs of dearth already narrowed by swamp allergens. Char-ochres crayon burning dreams, scotched lawns silo each day’s scorched … Continue reading

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Remembering Mark (Or Else)

space We see people come and go all the time at AA – two out of fifty newcomers will still be sitting there for our noon meeting a year after they first show up, and only one of them will … Continue reading

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May Day Oracle

A picture of my brother outside the St. Oran Bell Tower, taken by my father when the two were walking and talking the grounds of Columcille. Timm was there for my father’s 80th birthday; he died a year later. After … Continue reading

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For my brother, four years gone

space I. Some things are distant, thick in oblivion’s blue lacuna. Like your face across the table smiling over morning coffee on a singular visit to this house in the summer of 2003, our words crossing the continent we lived … Continue reading

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The Poetics of Because

Photo: Tracey Grumbach space What comes after. What blooms because. Not the World Trade Center but its deeper pools of pouring souls. Not the starry gambol but its slow ruin into rain-streaked panes. Not the wooing but the way love … Continue reading

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The Flood

space Your house by the sea is not a married one. You are lonely for your wife remembering how soft and open she sleeps, her pale body curving and falling around a green silk nightdress. Your heart breaks thinking of … Continue reading

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The Stand

space I don’t much recall how I got into those rooms—-at closing time all doors are dark-—though waking in memory always seemed the same, bedside in rooms lost in suburbs you know are out there yet pray to never see, … Continue reading

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Icelandic Poppy

Photo: Timm O’Cobhthaigh space The bonfire of its widest bloom is almost terrifying were it not so sweet, a welcome shattering my morning reveries with its orange and yellow bell, its beauty freighted in from those regions of blue ice … Continue reading

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Graveyard Shift At The Crystal Cabaret

space Four to six a.m.’s my show, scrubbing the tables and running the vacuum, Journey on the PA system blasting evergreen desire over the night’s trashed pasties. The mess is predictable, the squalor of lust that pays such a high … Continue reading

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